The Emerald Isle
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Another
island to explore,
One
I hadn’t seen before,
Green
mountains & pastures full of cow and sheep,
With
images and memories dear to keep.
Castles,
cathedrals & pubs galore,
Fantastic
adventures but still wanted more.
At
Cliffs of Moher the first rains did fall,
At
the Giant’s Causeway, I thought I’d seen it all.
Pure
beauty, serenity at natures best,
Could
sit there for hours but not time for rest.
A
bus full of strangers growing closer each day,
With
laughter & memories every step of the way.
Some
loved the history, the landscapes, the sea,
Some
loved the shopping, and rocks most, like me.
The
cliffs at Dingle stand out the most,
The
serenity while sitting overlooking the coast.
But
what will be in my heart forever more,
Was
the Waterford man that made my heart soar.
All
it took was a glance across a crowded room,
A
smile that made me blush,
Then
over I went and he said hello,
And
I followed him into the rush.
Not
exactly sure what made such an impression,
Maybe
his smile, his kisses or his earnest confessions.
Irish
pride, I’d heard of it before,
His
stories, sincerity left me wanting to hear more.
We
talked and we laughed his hand placed on mine,
What
was I thinking, we didn’t have enough time.
The
sun came up and we said goodbye,
Till
Dublin then, I just wanted to cry.
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So
on with the tour as I thought about him,
I
was encouraged by all to go out on a limb.
So
not having a concrete itinerary,
I
backtracked to Waterford and started out on my way.
With
only a name and a picture or two,
I
sought out for the man,
Who
made my heart feel like new.
I
thought how can I find one man in this town,
Perseverance,
determination and not to get let down.
Some
people said no, and some said not sure,
Then
sure enough, one woman opened the door.
One
lead to another and I knew I was close,
But
what would I say or what would he say most?
Now
six hours later after starting my quest,
It
was finally time to put our feelings to the test.
With
butterflies fluttering all deep inside,
There
he was in the gym, he made my smile so wide.
He
was taken aback and quite shocked indeed,
My
smile faded slowly and I felt quite in need.
What
had I done, I wasn’t quite sure,
My
eyes welled up I wanted to run out of the door.
The
shock wore off, I was welcomed again,
We
drove off together and went for a spin.
Then
I finally got a kiss at the door,
Then
remembered what I had come back here for.
He
picked me up later to show me some sites,
We
saw Dunmore and Tramore,
he
went to great heights.
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We
saw beautiful white waves,
On
big rocky cliffs crashing,
We
saw boats at the dock,
The
scenery was quite smashing.
He
took me to Metal Man,
On
top of a cliff and explained,
What
the Irish believe and it started to rain.
Dance
around it holding hands three times legend says,
You
will marry that person and he just held my hand.
Then
three things he said made me know I was right,
For
being with him there in the still of the night.
He
said I thought of you each day of the week,
When
those words came out, I just couldn’t speak.
It’s
like we were made to fit into each other,
He
said later on and it made my heart flutter.
Then
the last thing he said,
That
I’ll never forget,
Was
“I could really love you”,
It
was fate that we met.
We
made a connection only few rarely make,
But
over it was, my heart only ached.
Earlier
I told him my dream of the perfect mate,
To
be protected and safe whether day or late.
In
turn I would love him, encourage and praise,
But
all of that now is just lost in a haze.
Holding
me tight in his arms the first night.
The
memories we made together,
Hearing
him say over and over again,
I
could stay like this with you forever.
The
second night was over and we parted again,
He
said I’ll ring you tomorrow so we said until then.
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The
perfect ideal that I have in my mind,
Would
be to answer the phone when he rings me at five.
Before
I can speak he says be ready by seven,
I
have a night for us planned that will put you in heaven.
I’ll
take you to dinner and a night out on the town,
Our
last night together and I won’t let you down.
We
have a special place to go at the end of the night,
A
place just for two to love all night, just right.
No
rush in the morning, we can lay there and kiss,
Till
we are ready to part with feeling to miss.
Then
a grand idea on Sat. morn.,
Take
Carly on a drive along the shore.
Kilkenny
then Dublin what a great day for me,
The
three of us together just as sweet as can be.
But
skeptical I am as I have these great thoughts,
Will
it happen this way,
My
stomach was tied up in knots.
No
reasons to worry, what will be will be,
No
regrets or sadness, I’ll not look behind me.
He
rang the next day, sure enough prompt at five,
Asked
did I still want to see him,
Why
of course, I replied.
Having
no idea what the night had in store,
I
dressed all in black and headed out of the door.
Sitting
there in his car, Prompt again he was,
Then
off we went to a small town New Ross.
I
loved how he chose where we’d go for the night,
I
felt good in his hands, safe, secure and just right.
To
spend time with me, he made all of the plans,
It
made me feel great just to be holding his hands.
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So
the perfect night that I had in my mind,
Was
coming true no need to look behind.
We
talked and we laughed and again words he said,
Will
stay in my memory, my heart and my head.
He
said he’d lost his appetite,
I
think we both knew that this whole thing was right.
He
said he wanted to give me some photos of him,
Of
Carly his daughter but forgot them in a whim.
So
he said I’ll write you straight away,
I’ll
enclose the photos, this was just his kind way.
He
came up with ways to keep in touch,
He’d
join an internet café, and that meant so much.
He
said he had thoughts of landing in L.A.,
Me
at the airport ready to show him the way.
He
said I felt beautiful and kissing me was lovely,
Traveled
around the world for something meant to be.
I
thought he’d arrive waiting to see what would be,
After
seeing all the pretty L.A. girls,
He
wouldn’t long for me.
You
can take the man out of the country,
But
not the country out of the man,
He
tried to assure me as he just held my hand.
He
said you don’t know me at all then I see,
I’m
an Irish gentleman, loyal and faithful is me.
I
look at a heart, what’s inside is what counts,
A
barbie doll figure and face doesn’t weigh an ounce.
In
the morning, all night, we held side by side,
Time
to leave again, my eyes open wide.
He
assured me we’d see each other again,
I
knew he was right, we just didn’t know when.
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Tomorrow
is a possibility,
He
and Carly in Kilkenny for lunch just for three.
As
I sit on the bus to Kilkenny and write,
Will
he be at the station I hope with all my might.
Not
sure what it is maybe the sound of his voice,
The
look in his eye, I don’t seem to have a choice.
He’s
not overwhelming with words of praise,
But
sincere and true with his sweet charming ways.
So
in Ireland for another four nights,
What
will happen who knows,
But
it will all turn out right.
My
marathon tomorrow, prepared I’m not sure,
But
I’ll give it my all from the time out the door.
No
word from him still, surprised yes I was,
I
thought he’d call to wish luck, to call just because.
Marathon
finished I crossed the line,
6
½ hours was my successful time.
Overwrought
with emotion, joy and pain,
I
collapsed at the finish and was carried away,
The
accomplishment felt was like never before,
I
did it, I finished, I opened yet another door.
Although
I was thrilled, I was lonely still,
No
one to share with or praise my strong will.
Nothing
was going to stop me that day,
Not
Lupus, exhaustion,
Mom
would carry me the whole way.
But
all the while I wanted Derek to call,
To
ask how I was, I just wanted it all.
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But
the call didn’t come as I lay there alone,
I
was proud, sad and lonely as I lay watching the phone.
So,
Tuesday was time to explore Dublin some more,
But
I called Derek first I couldn’t take anymore.
I
left a message and went on my way,
But
with little spirit, I moped all day.
I
didn’t want to be counting on him so much,
I
was without logic, all I could feel was his touch.
I
walked into my room and looked right at the phone,
The
red light was flashing I didn’t feel so alone.
Nervous
to hear who the message was from,
Sure
enough it was Derek and my body went numb.
He’d
call back at five, but later at eight,
I
was lying in bed, what happened to fate.
I
didn’t want to get out of bed,
Only
two days left and thought only of words he’d said.
The
phone finally rang, I was ready to cry,
Didn’t
he care enough to call, I didn’t ask why?
He
said there were words left to say,
But
on the phone wasn’t right,
I
said, I’m still in your country,
So
he chose to drive through the night.
I
sat in the pub with the folks from my team,
He
walked in ½ past eleven, his smile like a bright beam.
The
wait was over and there he was,
No
calls didn’t matter now, in Dublin he was.
The
words that he spoke meant so much to me,
Loving
and filled with sincerity.
He
said he’s already cried over me,
He
said this wasn’t supposed to happen you see.
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He
said he had thoughts of him cooking for me,
He
in the kitchen, me on the couch watching T.V.
But
when Derek took my Claddaugh ring off of me,
And
turned it around so the heart I did see.
I
knew all the time I was thinking of him,
Was
not in vain at all, now, I could really love him.
He
held me so tight our last night together,
I’m
sure we both felt we could stay there forever.
He
opened up and shared more of his life with me,
Friendship
and trust growing, it was just meant to be.
So
with only four days with this man in my life,
My
independence was shrinking to my dismay and strife.
So
now I would have to board the plane
Back
towards home,
With
memories so fond, I could write a long poem.
My
vacation may have changed my life forever more,
I’ll
always think of Ireland,
Where
my heart learned to soar.
The
memories I hold most dear to my heart,
Start
with Robert, Charlotte and Molly,
Who
I hated to part.
We
had so many laughs and stories to tell,
I
miss them all, I hope they’re all well.
I’ll
remember Ruby, Walt and Daphne too,
I
really started to care about all of you.
Al
and Helen, what can I say,
You
made me laugh every step of the way.
Roger
and Dora I loved sitting by you,
Always
a good time on the bus with you two.
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May
and Dallas, you inspire me,
I
hope I find happiness like you, as two can be.
I
returned to the states and received a call straight away,
From
the man that I met so very far away.
Derek
rang me so quickly, I knew I was right,
When
I said I’d go be with him,
When
he called me that night.
You
see, Ireland holds a part of my heart,
So
I must go back and give myself a new start.
So,
December 19th will start a whole life anew,
In
Waterford, with my man that is true.
On
a plane I will travel away from my home,
My
family, my cats, my friends just to roam.
Derek
I know will take care of me,
A
new life ahead, possibly a new family.
He’s
looking now for a house to live in,
I
can’t believe it, how did I win.
I’ll
be with Derek for some great holidays,
Christmas,
New Years, my birthday
And
Valentines Day.
I’ll
be there in March for St. Patrick’s Day too,
To
celebrate with some real, traditional Irish stew.
After
spending four months abroad together,
I’m
sure we’ll know our next step forever.
I
don’t know what will happen you see,
All
I know is I care about Derek and me.
If
I don’t take the chance to love him now,
I’ll
regret it with all of my heart,
He’s
asked for me to be with him there,
So
now, I’ll do my part.
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Just
another adventure in my world,
The
ending known, not yet,
I’m
jumping in with both my feet,
Don’t
feel the need for a net.
Derek
my dear, you’ve inspired me,
To
write this for us, for our future family.
Whatever
happens I’ll always be,
Grateful
to the Waterford man that made me see,
That
happiness can be mine as well,
With
a beautiful, loving story for all to tell.
I
can not wait to be in your arms,
I
know you are the way,
To
success and a life of happiness,
I’ll
be with you less than one month away.
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